"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity". -Gilda Radner, 1946-1989 Today is the day... Apropos that is is Valentines Day, I suppose, to talk about love. This, my dear friends and readers is the last excerpt of Doug's story, and the Ex-Philes. Now that I have purged myself of my past demons, I suppose it is time to move on and let go of baggage. Easier said than done-yes...but hopefully my attempt at cleansing will not be futile this time. So...on we go. After the impending break-up with Jay, there we were...again-just Doug and I. And although we both knew that we were longing for one anothers company, there was still a strange gap there. Things left unsaid, if you will. Halloween came and went...