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I'm really low today. I mean really, really low.
I thought things were getting easier, better...more normal.
Nope.
I am just feeling so worthless, so hopeless, so alone in this world.
I tried...
I tried to move on, I tried to fix myself with therapy, with pills, with a positive attitude.
It appears that I am unfixable. To everyone, including myself.
I'm just not sure what to do anymore...about me. About the desperate 37 year old trainwreck I have become.
I really don't want anyone else to be apart of my pathetic life anymore.

I truly have nothing left to give.
Not even to me.
Signing off...
T

Comments

Ramble On said…
I for one, want you to keep up the good fight. Hope you can make it to the blogger bash, sounds like you could stand a hug or a laugh or two!
July 27, 2008 at 4:53 PM
IDNKM said…
Another great image to capture your mood and speak a truth. At least there is blogger bash to look forward to this week.
July 27, 2008 at 8:06 PM
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